OH! THE PLACES I'LL GO

I went out by myself on Saturday night. Ended up seeing some pretty rockin' bands at nxne. Burning Brides were pure rock and roll, completely what I was in the mood for. Noah's Arkweld made me nostalgic , in a good way, and Hayden guest starred. WOOT! Weird, because I was just telling Jenny she should really listen to him, then there he was.

I've been having weird coincidences like that lately, Ana says it means you are on the right track in the universe. I can live with that!

Going out on my own was an interesting experience. I go and see theatre shows on my own all the time. But this was different. I felt really venerable but at the same time confident. I think it is important to feel completely venerable sometimes, it teaches us how to deal with ourselves. You see yourself differently.

Sometimes I have these 12 year old girl moments, and it's annoying. Texting with a friend today, who I hope to become better friends with, I was all worried that I was saying (well sending) the wrong thing, I worried about it for about 1/2 an hour. Then reminded myself that you can not read someone's reaction through electronic communication, and also I am 25 years old so if we are only ever acquaintances, then so be it. (I hope not though.)

I have been having these bouts of uncertainty in myself for quite sometime now, they have gotten worse given the current events of my life. I think it is because I am on this path of discovering who I am again. What I like to eat, to listen to, to see, where I like to go. It's odd, and a lot like adolescence. I guess I am coming of age once again.

Which is actually pretty great. Who knows who I'll be.

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