HOW MUCH IS THAT GIRLY IN THE WINDOW?

I have been extremely cranky this week. Very short with people, well the general public. I'm not sure what that is about. I haven't wanted to go to work, where I deal with the general public on a daily basis. I find them very irritating. Maybe it's exactly what the recent play at work says:

"I can handle the public. I guess. It's people I have trouble with."

I think it's something in me though. I have been extremely happy lately, but this week and a bit of last, annoyed. It may be because I haven't had much time to myself, to just be with myself and organize my life and my head, frankly.

I feel like a hamster, which is a very odd feeling because I am very tall.

I feel like a hamster running in this wheel and never getting anywhere. I just need to stop and nuzzle into my shavings and be one with myself for a while.

If I was in the pet shop I would be one of those crazed beaty-eyed Hampsters that always tryes to climb up to the top of the cage when people come to look at them.

This metephor is insane.

This weekend I get two days off in a row, that hasn't happened to me since July.

I have been thinking in poetry, I have to let it out soon.

More to report later.