ON THE RIGHT FOOT

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

All I have to say is the 2007 is going to be amazing, if the way I started it off is any indication.

Tee hee-Hey! I'm a lady, that's all you get!

I like how I have a touchstone for emotion now. I was starting to get that bogged down feeling that this city gives me sometimes, but I just mediate on the peace that I found at home, and I feel better.

As well, when I returned to my apartment and my roomies I felt truly at home. Me and Kevin have really got this groove going on, he is my saving grace I think. We bitch and laugh and cuddle and joke. It is like having a husband but having sex with other people. For serious though, I couldn't ask for more. Except more Steph (the other roomie), she'll come home eventually I'm sure!

Despite my occasional, ok more than occasional bitterness, I am feeling blessed lately.

On the bad days, I just have to remember that.

As for the DJ, it's so over, and I have finally realized that, and am ok with it. Happy in a weird way. As I wrote in a former blog, the bitterness is just a coping mechanism anyway. And as Jenny wrote, "it could have been anyone, but I'm glad it was him."

I feel better now.