LOVE ON A DEADLINE, A NEW ROMANTIC COMEDY
I'm in love. I am in ridiculous, inconvenient love. The whole thing is very cinematic, as we will have to part ways when I leave the country in a month to go on the adventure of my life through Europe. I spent a long time trying desperately to keep the words in my mouth, but they just popped out on a street corner and went flying through the air to hit him SPLAT on the face. Which made him smile, a good sign. I have never loved anyone this fast before, but it seems that as soon as we made the decision to just hang out until I go, all of my walls came down. He is the final missing piece in a puzzle I have been trying to solve my whole life: how to not loose myself in love, how to stay true and real to who I am. This is invaluable. He tells me I have changed his life, that I have taught him how to life a positive and blessed exhistance, this makes me feel so honored; that my journey through personal pain would be able to inform someone elses. We are all teachers in this life at one time or another I guess. One month of bliss left.
The adventure is calling my name, I need to leave my home and I have a feeling I will not return to stay for sometime. I have never been so sure about something in my whole life. I am stressing over the preperations, but in general feeling great about it.
All I want to do is travel and write. What is this life I am leading? It feels a bit serreal at the moment. My play reading went extremely well in January and was such an amazing project. I literally floated out of my body as Richard Rose, Artistic Director of the Tarragon, and a powerhouse director of Canadian theatre, was telling me that he really liked my play, that I show great promise. It is so insane, and I am so greatful to the universe, and what I chose to call God for bringing me all of these opportunites.
Oh yeah, I've tottally turned into a spirtitual hippy in the last few months, bite me if you don't like it! Ha!
That's it for the update. I will be busy preparing for the next few weeks, but look here for the travel blog after April 14th!
love to you all! xo

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