HAPPINESS IS A WARM. . .

I know that I have been absent, but I started my new job, well, now my second job and I have been in information overload, so writing was out of the quesion. Besides the learning curve at work, personal life has been a bit of a learning experience lately. Things on the learned list?

1. Having no expecations is really more fun than having lots
2. Corrie Sak is a way better reference than Bear, ask me the story later
3. Sometimes you can be that person that makes someone else loose their breathe,even just a little bit.

I have been having this feeling of being exactly where I need to be, of being on the right track, and for the first time I am not freaking out about the future. Sarah Ward said this amazing thing a couple of weeks back, "life is not a race", it has stuck in my head, because I have always treated it that way, I have always been in a rush to get somewhere, most of the time without any direction at all. I am taking time to exhale now, and not in the cheezy Whitney Houston kind of way, but in the healthy, emotionally mature kind of way.

Last night I said I am really happy in my life right now, and I actutally meant it for the first time ever.

YOU HAD TO PLAY THE PIANO

Last night,
I think I crossed the line between having a crush and really falling for someone.

Fuck me.

Right, he has a girlfriend.

Fuck me harder.